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Saturday, February 28, 2009

IS THIS A BLOG THING?

SHALL ANNOUNCE SOMETHING..

i have officially quit my private training with coach.
GUILTY?yes.
SADD?yes.
KNOW WHY?no.

it happened so fast.
JUST WITHIN A NIGHT..
EVERYTHING CHANGED..
NOTHING'S GONNA BE THE SAME AGAIN..

things have changed.
i dunno why.

currently training with school coach n his group.
with Ketrisha and Charlene.
3 gals.12boys.
FREAKY.

WHAT'S WORSE??!!

played dog and bone today for training.
SERIOUSLY. regretted joining in the game.
gals can nvr play tis game with guys.

its so touchy n yucky.
it the end...cuz i was slow..
i got slapped accidentally by some guy..
WTH.PAIN.n PISSED.
FELL TWICE.
TOTAL EMBARASSMENT.

the day i felt like a fool.
HAHAHAHA. PABO.

confessed my love for my angels at 3:09 AM

YYY

GET REAL ONCE...TWICE...THRICE...
not enough..
FOREVER should be the word.
ME:/
ME:C
ME:D
ME:3
ME:P
This is reality.
happiness.
hyper-ness.
saddness.
weirdness.
ignorance.
well...
haven't been playing well these few days..
or should i say WEEKS..
training 6 times a week on the average.
Clocked 12hrs in a week.
CHECKED.

tryin hard to carry on.
I need the encouragement.
need the achievements.
need the confidence booster.
need the time.

HOWDY I WISH THERE WOULD BE MUCH MORE HOURS IN A DAY.
MORE sleep.
MORE time for studying.
MORE training.
MORE slacking.

FACED REALITY.
there's only 24hrs in a day.
what else can i say.

HOWDY I WISH I WASN'T BORN IN THIS COMPETITIVE SOCIETY.
NO all-rounders.
JUST FOCUSING on goals i really wanna achieve.
NO EXPECTATIONS for academic results.
JUST LIVING life the way it is.

FACED REALITY
it's a must to be an all rounder.
be good in my studies n perform well in my cca.
HIGH EXPECTATIONS that must be met.
IF not,it results in depression.
LIVING LIFE with expectations.

I CAN'T STOP WISHING.
IS REALITY THAT DREADFUL??
MUST IT BE LIKE THAT??
CAN'T IT BE SOMETHING ELSE??

CHECKED.CHECKED.CHECKED.
I DID MY REALITY CHECK.

Have you done yours??

confessed my love for my angels at 2:50 AM

YYY

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